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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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1:34 pm
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What do you think of me?
Are you quite proud of this make believe
curtain that hangs around everything
you can admire in that girl
she's so Damn Beautiful
You'll see me rise again
You'll feel me fly again
you're so wonderful
I will be there by your side
I see before the race you've won
And jump ahead to find
Your so Damn Beautiful
I see before the race you've won
And jump ahead to find
Your so Damn Beautiful
What do you see in me?
are you quite proud of this make believe
feeling that hangs around everything
that you once admired in that girl
you're so Damn Beautiful
I will see you rise again
And I will feel you fly again
You're so wonderful
I will be there by your side
You're so wonderful
I will be there by your side
I see before the race you've won
And jump ahead to find
Your so Damn Beautiful
I see before the race you've won
And jump ahead to find
Your so Damn Beautiful
What do you think of me?
Are you quite proud of this make believe
curtain that hangs around everything
you once admired in that girl
she's so Damn Beautiful
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| Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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7:03 pm
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005
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3:22 am
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okay, so lots has happened, but this makes everything SOOOO much better. I found a song about our manager chris, who recently got fired. I put it on my myspace. it's great even if you don't know him.
here's the link to my myspace.
http://www.myspace.com/fuklinedpaper
i love you all
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| Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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12:17 am
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life is good...
work is getting better. I'm getting good at this game...
other people's lives are starting to suck and usually this would bring me down, but I'm just concerning myself with me right now, which is what I've been needing to do for a long time now.
Everything is just now starting to fall into place.
I live on Golfside and Packard in Ypsi.
I love you all.
Katie
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| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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7:27 pm
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"Beating Heart Baby"
(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of you heart, baby
You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me
[Chorus:]
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby
[repeat]
Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me
[Chorus (x2)]
In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah
[repeat]
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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1:37 pm
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Modern, Cool Nerd
65 % Nerd, 69% Geek, 39% Dork |
For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Nerd and Geek, earning you the title of: Modern, Cool Nerd.
Nerds didn't use to be cool, but in the 90's that all changed. It used to be that, if you were a computer expert, you had to wear plaid or a pocket protector or suspenders or something that announced to the world that you couldn't quite fit in. Not anymore. Now, the intelligent and geeky have eked out for themselves a modicum of respect at the very least, and "geek is chic." The Modern, Cool Nerd is intelligent, knowledgable and always the person to call in a crisis (needing computer advice/an arcane bit of trivia knowledge). They are the one you want as your lifeline in Who Wants to Be a Millionaire (or the one up there, winning the million bucks)!
Congratulations!
Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in either of the following:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Professional Wrestling
Love & Sexuality
Thanks Again! |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 76% on nerdiness |
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You scored higher than 92% on geekosity |
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You scored higher than 57% on dork points |
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005
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11:14 am
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Okay, little tip. Don't watch Donny Darko if you used to see shit as a child and was put on anti-depresants for awhile. I couldn't even get halfway through with it.
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| Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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4:37 pm
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the Idiot Savant
(43% dark, 65% spontaneous, 61% vulgar) |
your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.
Because it's so easily appreciated, and often a little physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. But most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but ironically, that definitely indicates you're smarter than most.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 39% on dark |
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You scored higher than 86% on spontaneous |
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You scored higher than 86% on vulgar |
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| Monday, July 25th, 2005
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1:16 am
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| Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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2:18 am
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| Friday, July 15th, 2005
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11:22 pm
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so i'm talking to Alexis, this guy I knew in VA. I had a crush on him while i lived there, and then I came back to MI, and we talked for a bit, then lost contact. It feels good to talk to people like that, like from awhile ago.
This is the first day in awhile that I've just sat around the house and did nothing, not worried about people, or plans, or anything. it feels good.
anyways, i'm on strike. from sleeping. i don't need it. it's like smoking, the first 3 days are the hardest, after that, it's all in your head.
anyway, i'm out.
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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6:05 pm
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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3:26 pm
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Life sucks and I thought about killing myself yesterday. So I called George and went to DejaVu. Make sense. It does to me.
anyways. I have two attacks yesterday which involved me passing out. The cause: thinking too much and not doing anything about it.
Brett and I are done, that is why there is no more cell phone. At least he's not spreading rumors, and I am thankful for that because I know how Nick's family is.
I'm tired of calling Paul and getting hoed out. Wow, that is the shortest relationship I've ever had.
I'm getting kicked out of Nicks house. they're giving me until I find another place to live. shouldn't be more then two weeks from now.
I got an email from john marra (old mentor). hopefully I get to talk to him soon. I miss him.
hopefully me and rosie go out to greenfield tomorrow. I NEED to talk to the mentors. I miss them.
Everyday I wake up, I feel like I'm getting fucked in the ass. Rosie and Nick are the only thing that are making me not want to blow my fucking brains out.
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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11:18 am
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| Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
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10:02 am
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Ms. Martin is driving me crazy. somehow she found a completly new list of things for me to do, on top of everything I did yesterday. Everything I completed yesterday is wrong, EVERYTHING. So now I have to get everything done she gave me instead of doing what I NEED to get done to pass the class. I swear to god, if I don't fucking pass the class, I will find where she lives.
Frusteration.
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flow down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what we fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
Brett comes back Friday. I feel we are going to have our first fight and I'm gonna be the one to start it. Either that or I'm just so pent up right now, and I need to scream and run a mile and tear all my hair out................. forget the hair part. Yesterday, he asked "are you happy with me?" WTF!!!!!!!! Where did that come from???? "I don't know, you have just sounded sad latly whenever you're on the phone with me. You're not like that when I'm there." NO SHIT. I told him "It's because your NOT here. I told you when you took off that the next 2 or 3 weeks are going to be crazy and stressful, and they are. I'm sad you're not here, and I'm mad at the world right now." He scared me there for a second.
I love the new System of a Down cd. It's fucking beautiful.
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005
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10:24 am
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kneeling roses disappearing,
into Moses’ dry mouth,
breaking into Fort Knox,
stealing our intentions,
every city gripped in oil,
Crying FREEDOM!
Handed to obsoletion,
Still you feed us lies from the table cloth.
La la la la la la la la la,
ooooooooooooooooohh.
So Rosie got kicked out/ran away, and she stayed with me on Saturday. All I did all weekend, besides work was play DDR. It was fun, I guess. I’m such a loser. Nick had to work. And then this morning, when I asked him to forgive me should I be mean to him (because I woke up and I can’t breathe through my nose), he said something like, why should I care, you haven’t talked to me all weekend.
I’m sorry that we both have jobs and lives away from each other.
Maybe he was simply stating the truth, and I took it the wrong way. Or maybe I’m just making more excuses for people. I need to stop apologizing for everything.
Anyways, I’m sick, so I’m gonna go to sleep in Ms. Martin’s class, because she loves me, and I’ve done everything she wanted me for the whole week just in a matter of 3 hours. I’m good like that. ::starts doing the robot::
But yes yes, I will see you all later. I love you all.
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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8:30 am
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I came home yesterday, after work, which sucked. I was so tired, then I got a call from Brett, and he woke me up with the usual “You need to talk to me because I missed you, and I’m tired too, but I’m driving, and if I fall asleep, then I’ll get in a crash and die.” So I went on about how my day was and bitched and complained about how all I wanted to do was go to sleep so I could wake up in a better mood, so he let me go. And I laid there for about an hour.
So finally, I got tired of not doing anything and not being able to fall asleep, so I got up and played DDR, and then brett called, so I talked to brett and played DDR at the same time, which isn’t as hard as I thought it would be.
He said, “I thought you were going to sleep?”
“Yeah, I was , but someone woke me up.”
“Well, tell him that I’ll kick his ass next time he keeps you up.”
“I’ll be sure to do that” ::I take a drink:: “Rick told me a funny joke today about you”
“really?”
“yeah” ::I proceed with the joke:: “Rick walked into a bar, and you were sitting there with five shots lined up in front of you, he walks over and says “what the occasion?” and you tell him that you’re celebrating your first blow job. He congratulates you and offers to buy you another shot. You say “no thanks, if five won’t get the taste out of my mouth, then six won’t either.”
He was silent for awhile. “yeah, Rick told me that one before”
“I was laughing my ass off at the sick mental pictures in my head.”
“Yeah Rick was my first.”
Silence............. silence............... more silence
“Just kidding baby”
::katie wonders, then dismisses the thought...... UUURRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH::
How come I hate when he calls me baby, then I call him the same thing? Anyway.
He left his book of DVDs, which contains his sick porn movies, so me and nick were gonna have porn and chicken night, but I was too tired. So I went to sleep.
And then woke up in a really pissy mood. Jake isn’t helping. He’s trying, and I really want him to leave me alone.
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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10:35 am
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okay, so prom was sweet, and rosie was so pretty, and my hair was awesome and pam was adorable, and drew's butt isn't as good as Brett's, and it was fun raping steve in the butt. But yes yes............. Rosie and steve really need to go out. I felt weird putting my ass on steve, but he was the only guy that wasn't really with anyone, and rosie got more grinding action then he did.
Brett had to leave at 9 this morning, and me and nick didn't end up leaving to go to school till about 8. I kissed him goodbye, said "see you in 2 weeks" and he woke up and sang the beginning verse of "Ohio is for Lovers" for me. I wanted to cry and say "awwwww" at the same time. It was so bad becuase he had just woken up that it was cute. I'm just turning mushy that's it.
So me and Nick get to school, and we're sitting in the parking lot, and we look at each other, and then decided to drive back home for another hour. But then we remembered Ms. Martin. So now we're here.
I have to work today, and tommorrow and friday, and I think a private rental on Saturday. I'm trying to get friday off, so I can go see rosie's play. so I'm trying babe, but I can't guarentee anything.
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005
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9:49 am
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Okay, so I haven’t updated in a really long time. Brett comes back tonight/tomorrow morning and prom is today. I have so much shit to do and way too much crap on my mind. I have been breaking down and crying every night for the past 5 days while I’m on the phone with Brett, not because of anything to do with him, but mostly family related stuff, and the fact that EVERYONE in my life has abandoned me at some point in time, and I’m just waiting for the people I do have to just drop me like a bad habit. I know some of you will say different, but I can’t help if there is that voice in the back of my head that says “THEY WILL LEAVE YOU” Like I said to Brett last night, it’s like living in a world full of light, and you see everything for what it is, and you haven’t closed your eyes once, and then you go blind, and nothing is what it was, and you don’t know what reality is anymore, because your senses may be lying to you.
And then there’s the whole… ummmmmm………… family thing. I called my mom last night before I talked to Brett, and as soon as I said hello, she hung up. My brother is supposed to be in town this weekend, or next or............... I don’t even know. But that’s the thing, I don’t know when my own brother is coming in town, and I think that’s bull shit. My mom has the number, the address, she knows where I work, she knows when I’m in school, she knows how to get to where I live, SO WHY IS MY FAMILY ACTING LIKE A BRICK WALL.
I’m in school right now, and now I need to go do something, because I’m gonna fucking cry.............................. again. I hate this shit.
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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10:13 am
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I just love the pic, and the computer won't let me e-mail it to myself, so poo poo on it.
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